I admited that I lied to you sometimes but I didn't lied about all the things. Yes,I found excuses to not to contact you frequently everyday because I don't feel the same needas as you to contact me. But I am not the person you describe. Yes, I had an affair with the singer, I admit it,but it only happen once and under the condition I was drunk.I admit it with you and you use it to against me all the time. I am not a person who need to make love all the time as you think. I do feel dirty about what I did about the singer.I don't contact you all the time because I don't feel the same need as you do, not because I go out with somebody else and make love with them.Everytime, if I don't contact you over 12 hours, you always think I go out with someone and have sex, and when I explained I didn't do it,you always feel I lie. Why do you force me to admit something that I never did? If I don't admit it, you feel I keep lying,if I admit, you use it to against me more, and you never try to give me a break. You assumed that I betray the English, you assume I still have sex with the "Arab", you assume that I went to St.Andrews to see the singer yesterday and you assume my trip for work is not really for work, but in fact that I never did it.And you said you don't think me as other pussy, but when you think my nature as a slut who need to make love permenently,how can you say you didn't treat me as a pussy? And I had enough to be forced to admitted somethings that I never did. And everytime when you are not happy about I don't contact you frequently, you accuse me have sex with someone,you keep push the scars I had,what I try to forget-the accidental affair with the singer.I don't ask you to believe me 100%,because I lied to you before,I know it's hard for you to believe me completely.But who can stand the pain that constantly tear up the scar and not allow it to heal? I admit what I did, but not admit what I never did. I admit that I didn't pay much attention to you as you want and I didn't take much obligation in this relationship,and the only affair I had with the singer.I also admit that I lied to you sometimes in order to go out have my free time. But about your other accuse, I won't admit it because I didn't do those things.
 
I am willing to take more obligation in the relationship and try to be a better girlfriend for you, I don't want to offend you at a daily base, but I also hope you don't insult me by saying I am a girl who need to have sex all time,because I am not this kind of person.If you don't believe me as a girl who is not a pussy,then how can I react with you respectfully? I don't want to argue everyday, is not fun, but when it comes down to admit something that I didn't do,I can't keep myself calm. I understand you are frustrated about I don't contact you, not give you attention, I don't blam you about it because it's my fault,I did it to you, I admit it.but I hope you don't blam me for something I didn't do and very insulting things either..

Thought provoking ..